Thursday, May 28, 2009

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I loved him enough to wait for him as long as I can………
But he never loved me for a second to lemme know that he was never coming my way..

I Walk

I wonder why
I wonder how
And I walk ..

Playing the game of avoidance …
Thinking love will be there for me in abundance…
With lil resistance …
I walk ..

I un-notice the coincidences..
I ignore the omens
And still I walk …

I wonder why
I wonder how
And I walk ..

Untill I fall apart..
To find you no where..
And I try to walk ..
Heart refuses and soul denies..
Ignoring and avoiding I still walk …

I don’t know why I walk…
Coz I m deeply motivated to walk ….. Now!

Perhaps !!

Why do I feel so light…
Why do I feel so bright….


Was it so gloomy perhaps…
Was it a mere drag....
I feel alive again…
To feel the energy that I regain…

Was I like any of ur deals..
Never! I cud certainly feel!

Then……. Why do I feel so light ….
Why do I feel so bright…..
No regrets…….
No pain..
No heartaches…
No gain…

Just a occasional drop of tear that flows down my cheeks..
Will u ever….. come and catch it?
Will u ever turn around my friend…
And say.. lets start over again…..
Perhaps never….
Perhaps its over..

I feel a strange feeling of light …
I feel a strange feeling of being bright…..


M not unhappy….. perhaps!
M not tired…..perhaps
I just wonder….perhaps
Afterall…. m ….. taken aback and wonderlost

Still I feel a strange feeling of light ….
I feel a strange feeling of being bright………..

Perhaps….. the wait is over…
Perhaps……. The belief is shaken and broken..
Like awaken and zapped !!!


So I was perhaps another of ur deals….
Prove me wrong……..
I know u never willl….
Reasons that u have sealed….
Beneath….. long long ago…

I will not ask u why….
I will not ask u how….

Coz …… I know u well by now….

Then….why do I feel so light and bright……

Perhaps…………. Its all over…
But why I don’t realise…. That its over……!
Perhaps………………………….!